Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Do I Need To Soak Porridge Oats

the wind blinded by the sun ascends to heaven ... Supreme

I boarded the bus, pissed-off 25 minutes of waiting, sitting on the steps some companies, whose names do not even know because I've never made an effort to prove an interest in shape. Besides, if something is not important then why bother. I sat on top, and without being able to sleep I watched out the window. Pensive sitting felt a strange smell, a funny friend ... Yeah:) two black guys started himself odredzialych scorch a joint on the front of the rider 141 from London Bridge to Palmers Green, niop clean everyday life. Smiled to the lady seated next to me, their heads in silent pokrecilysmy skarceniu and finally closed my eyes, remembering how terribly not hate what is taste in my mouth after jaraniu. Getting off on your stop wondering what it is ... what a life for myself I went, whether she imagined already, working from dawn to night, shower in the home bed and again the same thing. Walking down I looked out the window and I knew that my sweetie is waiting for me:) Going into the room just smiled at the sight of Little Ones weighing 100 kg on my bed, as usual, turned on the the movie and fell asleep, I suppose that already after 5 minutes after releasing the film. Even in the cinema has a tendency Snooze. Disarms me at every step. One day morning had to go to a colleague for an hour or so after 3 hours, call him and ask when it is you can expect your esteemed ... and where he actually is ... I heard in response to''I'll be soon, I'm on the bridge'' niop surely it was such a course the bridge over which he had in mind, only dawned on me probably overestimates my intelligence. Another day you Romus szlachetnbie waiting until I get home where he was waiting for me with a bowl of cereal with milk, I heat up my supper in the microwave and soon joined me with his cup. Wtrzachnelam all, look at him and he stood in the middle of the road and heavy sighs. The plastic heart it got nice and warm to me ... I asked whether the August eaten already, the answer I heard-not tired, because the spoon so small: P: P: P no, and thank you, opened me to a spatula in one sentence. I decided that on a pile of birthday pezencie he ladles.

Everyday I wonder from where he took at all. Romantic in the body, oh well the large body hehe. He woke up with a smile and sincere joy that he is, pulled out his arms as a sign he wants me to finally feel them because I miss you. Light Natti his profession in his voice when I spoke with thought that they would call him for lunch. Such a modest guy behind such loving kindness serducho and so the I'm still not able to come together. On Saturday, we loved the place from 11 pm to 7 am and Milam did not quite ... just the opposite if I could choose I would like to see it in me to end my musings swiata.Ogarnia think about it when such things happen only in movies than in real life. I got the first orgasm in my life ... and Jesus .... I started to laugh with happiness as he looked at me like it was nothing. This is when I'm happy it's fine. From Sunday to Monday I woke up at 4am, and touching glaskajac meant that almost I went with himself and stood next to .... we loved the place and I missed the work 10 minutes. I guess I'm not able to grasp all this slowiami ... is beyond me ... I love the guy and I really felt it was not me he saved his only me.

Everything now seems to me such a wonderfully simple and beautiful. He told me recently fell in love with me, because I have a good heart, asked then asks hehe. Well, apparently I have a good heart because one day as we were returning from a party we went to a snack and I bought a sandwich such dzidkowi. It was with some two bellows ago, disarmed me with it remembers. I looked into his eyes and knew that in August for me is not wrong, it just made me realize that I am a good man and that at every step I try to convey to people something good, probably always was ... just never seen this before. Amazing how I took it personally, told me that recently in the shop he remembered the incident in August, because to some guy missed a meal and he has made him those few pounds ... Rysio gave away and I was incredibly proud of him. Kindness to others so we do not really do much ... a few pounds will not save us a different feel ktoc that all people and surely we should help each other, feel the goodness there ... zajebista matter. I have a lot of such stories ... a few days ago I had a customer, two very nice guests, with a steel bar with a bottle chato de pape, asked for another. We now have a wine festival and all brands are included in the price of our cheapest or 10.65. One of them gave me 20 pounds but had only 64 peaks, a colleague did not have minor. I can not darowywac these people a few cents because I get used, as she gives it time I'll have to do it because it still will be invoked makes on me, so I just wyciaglam bill from his pocket and he Dalam. He looked at me like I was crazy. I asked lest they gave me finally ending with a smile and went to the checkout. I returned after a while, giving him his 10 pounds, and he tells me that now I have to choose a drink, and that it was my best invested a penny in my life hehe. Dear people ... being good pays. Even today, I was on floor'ze, wiping tables and I found a substantial file of coupons, so you can really buy a lot of things with us in the bar a lot cheaper, so I gave away half of my favorite regular customers and the rest of the fellow behind the bar. One of my clients in August I stared, after finishing work went up to him and his friend to talk and say goodbye. Already talked about me ... I heard that I'm probably even more beautiful on the inside than the visuals, I did not know how to react ... ehhh probably never learn to accept any compliments, humanly speaking, so little of me dzikusek. I feel that it began slowly but still find the idea of \u200b\u200bthe front. Already know who I am and I like what I see in the mirror:) I'm so fuckin ... really zajebiscie: *

Saturday, September 13, 2008

How To Make A Remote Control Buggy Go Faster

time ...

guess I'm lost somewhere between one word and another, drowned in the break between the words ... hard to get used to and live without writing at the time when the whole life This led in August pislalo diaries and in every free moment with each survival and thoughts.

drove last 121st .. screen is displayed for 121 Enfield Island Village ... and no ap should come some debile squeeze repeatedly stopping bus, which appeared in August, after a while, though not enough to hit the driver again, and so he knows he needs to stanos, but what's there and the annoying sound of a stop on the task of announcing ehhhh. I sit and think after the english kiego fungus that complicates life itself, so that by August ISLAND Island and not just iland, what there is 's' and so if you do not hear, the massacre. My perception and pick on the little really amazes me sometimes ... hehe. In one day a week I finished work, I took szmatkei wet shoes for the change and locked herself in a cabin in our bathroom for the Staff Application. I sat on klopie because I probably already started to blister a leak that was quickly as I thought you might piss it I also pave the feet and shoes assumptions, many things, but a waste of time is not it? Well, I realized something that I tumbled from the leg, for crying out Aniela, I can not concentrate on two things at once, but I thought it only goes for mental processes and there dick, now I know that not only. The best of the first leg and rubbed her put on his shoes and only popuscilam my poor destroyed in the reins at the end of the engine already almost pecherzykowi. Well

were improved and what about me? Ehhh ... Where should they start. Some time ago I wrote about a date with a bodyguard ... : P is already long over. In fact, after this foray into the park a few weeks, we could not completely rip the lack of time, but we called to each other and stuff like fudge ... Once as I finished work at eight in the evening on Friday we went to the outside so as properly say goodbye. You have to admit that good kiss, only the best of what fame and then she went hehe. Otorz we left the bar side exit, first passed in August by a small vestibule in which are the doors to the room with containers for garbage. Ktoj jebnal behind the bar to go there if I did not have bzykalismy what to do only in August to give the bin next to the room's fuck hehe. The massacre, as I heard a commotion in me zmiesznie human stupidity, and laugh at the same time. Well, but cool. Then a few days jebnal me that he has a surprise for me and that we need to meet. And I did not have anything else to do I went by appointment to the stations near Notting Hill Gate where greeted me, kiss and took to the Hilton hotel around the corner, where he rented a room for us. Its quite clear what was the issue further. Dalam bzyknac him in August and went to bed sick because of course the boy and I have not tried I came. I stated that a hopeless case with me anymore and that probably does not want to see it. Then I did more pobodke going inside me about 5tej in the morning on a little repetition of fun ehhh. And in the morning when he told me to pipe a little worried because it is not sure if you do not accidentally he came in me: I: I: I massacre. The following day we went to the pharmacy and vein with the Morning after pill that works up to 72 hours after intercourse. I went home mad at each other, with the promise of sex lips ... the end of the end of the dating and hopeless guys. I guess I should also ptrzestrzec that if you ever hear of a guy on a first date to be sexually active over a fuck where the pepper grows because then you can have trouble walking, I know from experience. I came home and almost władowałem August clothes shower in order to wash away the smell and drown in the channel memories of the evening. Then I had a lot probably still a week until Olala situations and odchorowalam in bed your period after that fucking pill I died a few days and probably swallowed jedego of ketone 11 to 100mg. Contractions were so strong that I could not think and writhing in pain on the second day I was like a drag. Recently I wanted to talk to me at work, but I went with him I'm busy and mingled, we all saw it, and then in August Brecht me to think boyfriend broke her heart, taaaaa clear.

present moment .... :) Well .... Rysio:) My Edelstahlsonne siedzilo seven years in prison for robbery in greece ... a terrible punishment for mistakes they committed an August at age 17. Great peasantry of an even bigger heart ... most sensitive and most romantic person I know:) let myself be endeared him and do not regret ... Sam I am full of admiration for what is between us, because it's really a simple guy, and I always admired the movers intellectuals. Rather than look at what he says has focused on the what is and how terribly sentimental to me that his goodness. Jesus, how I love to touch me .... uuuuuu: D But no, we do not yet we loved: P Let's see what will be a total hard to tell. Recently told me that he loves me very much and can not imagine a life without me ... I was a little worried about the experience I know that I am unpredictable and you can not make the whole of his life from the other person, then as something goes wrong the whole world collapses on his head. Last hehe fell from a ladder at work because I thought for a boy and came a little poobdzierany: P: P: PA and went to get me to work this time, waiting for him at the bus stop 4 me hehe zjebaly because I lost the Rysio: P: P: P wkurwiona best as I call him and we ask where is he .... and Rysio it .. no wait at the bus stop .... hehe I look around me and him speaking of nice to be at the bus stop but certainly not on my own: P Actually

name is Roman: D just me speaking for him Rysio because some Rysio looks like the Bear. no nothing is too much distracting thoughts to the next: D

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Top College Farewell Invitations



chaos within me and around ... and this ... this whole anger anger is boiling up in me, and already can not cope. Become a monster, has become a racist, had become soulless, a remnant of innocence which was rooted in me disappeared somewhere .... anxiety and helplessness remained.

the first time in 3 months I have tomorrow, but rather a slow day today. Strange feeling. You just sat with a colleague in the next room and came to me thought that I had to go take a bath, because tomorrow I will get up to work heh, just a massacre. Kupe pislalam no longer time, and must admit I miss it terribly, and now I sat alone and did not really know what I start.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Quotes On Going To Gym

not this time is not the place ...

I feel so tired ... 'T' to me today rang zwiescia perhaps, in August this week ... we will not see some graphics work ... and do not interact with both of them are working as wild donkeys ... ehhh no, and such a life is hard they say. Probably be waiting another response. What was I supposed I had to tell him? Such a life, and I already have learned in August that on everything comes good time, not worth anything to accelerate, it never goes out for good.

And yesterday Miss Ola had such a lot of drunk listening to music or looking at pictures of boys with their holiday on Kolobrzeg. I had to come and we had to go somewhere together, another thing that eluded me. I realize this the same that I wanted, I know it has to be that I must simply leave it all behind him to even go myself. I can not make the life of her how much I love Piotrek and how terribly I miss all those people. I can not put it over herself, because they are not my life, they are a part of who I am are the beautiful view from the window of a car where you do not know where to drive. If I would be very stared I could cause an accident. How much I wanted to just be aware that they are, and will no matter what. I fear that one day I will meet on the street boys and piotrek reverse the August from me because I left him ... I wanted so badly understood in order ... in order to know that I am not able to forget and stop feeling ...

przytopowalam For some time to meet with olympic ... Suddenly I feel ... that gave me everything I already know ... I really felt showed me the way ... I have to walk that path but still the same, stumbling or not, I will have your eyes open and achieve a greater understanding of what is happening

Yesterday got drunk and upalilam ... and then I started to dance ... like crazy, turned to everyone in the room and flew back ... had to take the rhythm and I felt every note and fill me from the inside and grab at something deeper in something that is over and it was great ... it was magical ... This was ecstasy ...

want to live consciously, which is understood, wants to open for what awaits me still, and know how and enjoy it. What is the funniest in the park from the 'T' was so wonderful to me ... it was like a dream a dream, but has not porywowi the feelings evoked in me, suppressed it in himself at that moment enjoying Then how fleeting and yet so expensive. I enjoyed every touch every kiss and do not know whether it makes sense to go into in August. Do not miss, not the bell did not think more than I should. That day it occurred to me what is most important in my life ...

are the most important moments, like in this song greco ... 'In my life care about only moments'

so simple and so deep ... amazing ... but as you can listen and not understand ...

how you can look and not see ... the biggest problem of mankind, klapiki the eyes and ears ...

big mistake .... big ... Huge ....

always keep your eyes open

and dont let others to stir your life ...

u are the captin

u are the boss

Those are yours Decisions

tour this is life!

hold on, dont let it go, dont let it pass without noticing, without concideration ...

it's all about u and it has always been about u, just as it will be tomorrow ...

be fullish be crazy, laugh out loud if u want, cry if u need to dance if u want have the ...

just live it ...

let it be what May ...